tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-159927592011-11-28T07:53:32.350+08:00This is the other side of me. I have another blog actually which I think is entirely different from this one. This is I think the deeper more serious side of me. Not that the other blog is not serious...but this is closer to me.ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.comBlogger491100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-51440827233716540222010-08-27T23:07:00.002+08:002010-08-27T23:14:21.125+08:00

i thought i had the pleasure of having sex with just one american actor...i didn't know i had sex with two american actors.the 1st guy. he told me that he was a part time model but i didn't know he was an actor too and he starred in many B? C? films about violence, sex and war. the 2nd guy. this guy i know from the start that he's a part time actor (he got a part in a movie starred by will smith,

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-55530840985414063312010-04-26T00:24:00.004+08:002010-06-09T18:09:48.394+08:00

was raped today for the second time....and i'm loving it by the hunkiest most handsome american guy ever...brian..4 years younger than me.i'm sure that's not his real name.when i met him in his room for the first time there was little time for chatting...he just grabbed me by the hair and forced me to take his cock. then after, he ripped my top and bra and i pretended to hate what he's doing to

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-52970837906131898682010-01-15T12:52:00.001+08:002010-01-15T12:53:31.610+08:00

i'm sad that it had to end so soon. it's rare for me to find someone i really like on the first meeting. i really want to see you again but you're not gonna let me because you don't want to be emotionally involved now.i'm just sad.just too disappointed because i really really like you.

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-54339828222494992422009-11-17T11:08:00.003+08:002009-11-17T11:33:32.137+08:00

yeah im kupal in a lot of ways.last friday i went out to meet a guy for drinks and probably possibly a no strings attached sex. he's chinese, 39 years old, a self-made man and from a rival school. he stands a bit small for my type with proportionate body.i seldom or never get attracted to chinese guys or any other east asian guys for that matter. so this guy was curious. we exchanged text

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-48252911232884662712009-10-13T18:57:00.000+08:002009-10-13T18:58:55.228+08:00

i am in deep pain...in deep sorrow no one knows, no one suspects i thinkmasked by a happy facepretending to have a cool and strong dispositioni don't expect people to understandi expect them to leave me aloneand not question my statusi'm becoming irritable and restlessi'm dissatisfiedi want to escapeescape to a place where i am a complete strangerin a distant landwhere i can re-create

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-40394574061988596582009-10-07T00:56:00.001+08:002009-10-07T00:57:28.128+08:00

Sana meron din ako nun...naiinggit ako...parang ang tagal na kasi e.

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-5489145325383517972009-09-29T18:33:00.000+08:002009-09-29T18:36:54.017+08:00

would you kill me if i told you that i'm not up for saving the world today?i'm unmotivated and probably tired...tired of living this life...as if any of my past experiences or learnings would have made difference in anybody's life....as if i care if it did....tired of always having to learn.if only i have 1 billion dollars today i would have resigned from my job and go to a place where people

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-80826420544206440452009-09-23T17:03:00.004+08:002009-09-23T22:53:33.244+08:00

If marriage can't keep a guy from having sexual affairs with other women, what does?I'm having sexual encounters with a married guy again. At least I know from the very start that he's with someone and that he doesn't intent to have any serious romantic relationship with me. I find the arrangement to my advantage. After all, I don't think I'm ready yet to have a committed relationship.K is a

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-23701423253342108822009-02-13T19:04:00.000+08:002009-02-13T19:09:43.540+08:00

"i know you love her...why don't you tell her?i can tell. i'm not that stupid you know.just tell her and get over with it!""what if she doesn't feel the same?i know she doesn't love me. i can tell.""just tell her.just get over with it.you'll never know what she feels unless you ask herjust get it done.if she doesn't love you,at least you know.no more what ifsyou're freeand you can move on to the

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-4785394744339393102009-01-08T09:12:00.001+08:002009-01-08T09:17:08.725+08:00

so after the sex we had last dec 29 and jan 5....we decided we are exclusively dating.i dont want to date any other guy...i already like this guy very much and he feels the same way too...but we both agreed that it's not yet a gf/bf relationship...why? because we've only met 4 times and it's too soon to have that kind of level of a relationship...i mean i know i've had boyfriends before after few

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-14160892875731216232008-12-21T22:26:00.003+08:002008-12-21T22:58:43.726+08:00

sooobrang hindi ko inakala talaga na magugustuhan nya ako. all the while i thought he likes V. i mean he's always talking to her. and i even thought he's flirting with her. it turned out meron pala syang gusto sa akin!!! :DV and T were talking...more of whispering...i wasnt involved in their conversation. and then i heard v asked t. what do you like in a girl? does she has to be smart, sexy,

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-36200058617691673872008-12-17T21:15:00.002+08:002008-12-17T21:19:56.208+08:00

masyado pinapahirapan ang buhay ko! satisfied na nga ako magkaroon ng inc this term...di ko na inaasam na maka-kwatro pa ako...bwisit pinepressure pa ako tapusin!unfortunately...i dont think i can finish it today. una sa lahat tamad na ako...tamad na tamad na akong tapusin ang lintek na requirement na yan!at wala akong pakialam kung naha-hassle sya dahil mas nahahassle ako sa kanya! mabuti na

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-27820193971066352022008-12-16T13:57:00.002+08:002008-12-16T14:05:24.180+08:00

i walked from my building to a jeepney terminal going to P. i chose the long walk and the jeepney instead of standing in line for the fx going to another P for more than an hour. traffic was unbelievably heavy at V. street last night. it's all the more difficult to get a jeepney ride going to G along B.i hate christmas traffic, i hate christmas bazaars and shopping...everyone is in a frenzy of

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-36805801902749205742008-12-15T12:25:00.001+08:002008-12-15T12:28:57.581+08:00

i do not understand why is it that whenever i am in a place...someone or something reminds me of you.i would see a guy with the same built and haircut and my heart would pound because i thought it was you. i wanted to forget you quickly. how can i do that if i would always see someone who looks like you. very annoying na nga actually...even to places i know you wouldnt go...you are always

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-11700768172516086302008-12-15T12:06:00.002+08:002008-12-15T12:24:33.637+08:00

i was supposed to be at dlsu at 8am....my sked for the testing lab....but unfortunately due to the happenings last night i woke up late. was there almost the whole day but too lazy to finish my requirements. i only have less than two hours for scoring and interpretation. met with my classmate F to finish the culture fair test and then proceeded to this taiwanese restaurant to have lunch. the food

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-30444039986651099552008-12-13T15:24:00.002+08:002008-12-13T15:31:32.630+08:00

nothing much happened in the past days. i was with my clients. it was kind of a boring week because i was doing work and school requirements most of the time...with occassionaly flirting with chatmates while im on wifi.dec 12 was interesting. i met my friend's co-worker at her birthday party. he's german by the way...and we practically talked the whole night. really interesting guy! he reminds me

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-74601827785873161722008-12-09T09:32:00.004+08:002008-12-09T09:43:00.867+08:00

yesterday was kind of unproductive...i know i could have finished a lot of work but was too pissed and too distracted with my internet surfing...nakakatamaaaaadddd!!!!anyway, after two hours meeting in the evening...i finally got caught up with R,A and J. i went to see them at people's place...it's a thai restaurant with a cozy atmosphere and a really comfortable couch. not bad actually if you

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-91174762298176973622008-12-08T15:15:00.002+08:002008-12-08T15:24:20.114+08:00

i was talking a while ago to a guy online. i know he's married and so our conversations are limited lang to kamustahan at kung kumain ka na ba? not really interested because i just got out of a relationship with a married guy and i would never ever in my wildest dreams (nightmares perhaps) would go out with a married guy or even with an engaged guy.normally, siya yung nagp-pm sa akin...he got it

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-36407545849152974552008-12-08T13:00:00.003+08:002008-12-08T13:07:28.537+08:00

meron pa lang isang tao na nakakaalam ng real identity ng blog na ito...hmmm.as if naman babasahin nya talaga ito. i think he's really out of my life. wala naman talaga syang pakialam sa akin. tangina ginamit lang nya ako talaga...isang parausan.kaya naiisip ko in the past days na hindi talaga siguro ako mag-aasawa...knowing there are guys like him out there...paano ka pa magtitiwala. so ako

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-51979778054134042642008-12-08T12:46:00.003+08:002008-12-08T13:14:47.899+08:00

dec 5after the training with the client in laguna, i met up with J.we ate at new bombay and got to catch up with the things happening in our lives.putek...siguro may 2 tao na nakita ko na akala ko si M! nyeta kinabahan ako bigla. i was really staring at those guys...para bang you feel andyan lang sya sa tabi. syempre asahan pa ba naman ang perfect eyes ko...di nga ako nakapagsalamin. kainis!

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-82976409721756085042008-12-08T12:10:00.002+08:002008-12-08T12:43:52.964+08:00

probably one of the good things about having this hidden blog is that i can write whatever i want to write without my friends knowing about it. there are some things that i'd rather keep to myself than share it with anyone and so this is a good outlet for me to just loose myself in writing.i dont care. i dont need your opinion on anything i just want to write anything...my angst...my stupidity...

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-73215442419857175232008-11-28T08:58:00.003+08:002008-11-28T09:03:38.981+08:00

..........Dropped like a hot potato.

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-59798131430342664622008-11-25T19:58:00.002+08:002008-11-25T20:08:18.635+08:00

Whenever I hear this song, I am reminded of you.I'm Yours by Jason MirazWell you done done me and you bet I felt itI tried to be chill but you're so hot that I meltedI fell right through the cracksand now I'm trying to get backBefore the cool done run outI'll be giving it my bestestNothing's going to stop me but divine interventionI reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn someI won't

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-29553932278360201942008-11-24T09:17:00.003+08:002008-11-24T09:27:26.581+08:00

while on my way to the office this morning...i thought i saw you. he looks exactly just like you except he's thinner, wearing a long sleeves blue polo and his hair is longer (curly din na parang umaapaw na nga sa noo). he was driving a red starex or innova car (i really couldnt tell the difference between the two or probably its neither one...basta it's a red van).i told to myself...am i seeing

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-29809192684595399812008-11-22T22:07:00.003+08:002008-11-22T22:19:11.489+08:00

when she called me awhile ago...i was surprised with myself that i didn't get mad nor got confused or anything...i was very calm amidst the chaos that surrounds me (probably because i was in greenhills things are already confusing there)she was demanding that i meet with her that moment...unfortunately i can't just stop my world just to talk to her...i'm in the middle of shopping! (yes i know i

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-83907828916233133012008-11-12T11:10:00.001+08:002008-11-12T11:27:51.655+08:00

I am already frustrated with our situation.You said you don't want to lose me but at the same time you don't want to lose your daughter and that you respect your wife. Isipin mo, hindi pwedeng pareho kami na nandyan sa tabi mo. Of course, if you want to be with your daughter you have to be with your wife because if you choose to annul your marriage to her that would mean your wife will be getting

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-14696987729062465512008-10-04T20:37:00.005+08:002008-12-08T12:10:52.586+08:00

I've got a lot of things going on in my mind. There's a lot of confusion. I can't concentrate, I can't think correctly and rationally. My reasons are not logical. I am selfish...I am jealous...I am angry...I am not in control.I was watching Married Away at the ETC channel a while ago. They featured two weddings, one in Austin and one in Bali. It was actually beautiful especially the one in Bali

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-14787995206464963732008-09-29T17:42:00.004+08:002008-09-29T17:47:07.649+08:00

naalala ko yung message mo sa friendster ko about being bored....last May ba yun o June?so ako pala yung ginawa mong pampaaliw mo. pampalipas oras. mas masaya ang komplikadong buhay kasi hindi boring.nope...we were never bored. ang saya nga di ba?aminin mo...you never intended to have a relationship with me....you just want a last date with anyone...before you get married. it just so happens na

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-17596413209995903812008-09-29T13:50:00.000+08:002008-09-29T15:03:36.746+08:00

I went to the girl's bathroom and cried there silently.Ang bigat soobra ng dibdib ko. I found it hard to breathe. Kahit na nagra-rationalize ako at sinasabihan ko ang sarili ko to stop ayaw tumigil ng luha ko.I can't share my pain with anyone...except you. Now I know the truth...This explains why in her and your profile the marital status is married? (the reason why you removed me from your

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-7427971235378574562008-09-21T19:12:00.004+08:002008-10-04T20:29:33.147+08:00

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.I love thee to the depth and breadth and heightMy soul can reach, when feeling out of sightFor the ends of Being and ideal Grace.I love thee to the level of everyday'sMost quiet need, by sun and candle-light.I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.I love thee with a passion put to useIn my old griefs, and

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-23862716871458561392008-09-19T09:58:00.005+08:002008-10-04T20:29:48.783+08:00

this is what i have seen so far as far as my and my friend's experience is concerned (FROM THE GUYS WHO TOLD US THEY LOVE US):i love you forever really means:i love you as long as you love me.i love you the same as the way you love me.i love you if...i love you when...i love you because...i am most of the time skeptical when a guy says to me that he loves me. because when i say i love you, i

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-47047565175870666702008-09-13T11:40:00.008+08:002008-10-04T20:29:58.669+08:00

Sigurado ka ba talaga sa nararamdaman mo o sinasabi mo lang na mahal mo ako at soul mate mo ako para manatili ako sa tabi mo? Minsan nakakaduda mga sinasabi mo pero hindi ko na lang pinupuna yun. Iniisip ko naaaning lang siguro ako dahil sa sitwasyon natin. Pag nagkataong hindi ako ang pinili mo...saan ako pupulutin nito?Nararamdaman ko na sa bawat araw na lumilipas papalayo ka ng papalayo sa

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-4694344457164167452008-09-12T10:15:00.005+08:002008-10-04T20:30:09.292+08:00

I just don't understand how you can tell me that you love me and that I'm your soulmate but would prefer to spend your life with the other person.Yes, I know you prefer her over me because of what happened in the past. And it's too hard for you to accept who I was. I am the bitterest pill to swallow. It is hard to conceive to be with someone like me.I can't blame you. If I were you I'd probably

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-9219268203500214392008-09-08T19:26:00.006+08:002008-10-04T20:30:20.063+08:00

My hands are shaking....my whole body is shakingMy heart stopped..then it pumped very fast...I felt something acidic in the pit of my stomach...I sent you a text message..."Just please answer me with a yes or no only. Are you already married? Please be honest."No reply.My hands are getting very cold with anticipation.The weather is really cooperating...hard rain...thunder and lightning.Do you

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-42470777465136523882008-08-26T14:25:00.005+08:002008-10-04T20:30:32.065+08:00

I know I should have stopped it the first time...but I think I am getting really addicted to him. I couldn't help it. I can't get him out of my mind. I always think of him and it's getting really annoying ahhhhh!!!!Am I in love with him again???Oh no!What if in the end he didn't choose me???Last night he said he was really in love with me then and that I had him....and I still have him. Waaahhhh

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-84011428780645055632008-08-25T14:37:00.004+08:002008-10-04T20:30:41.936+08:00

I never thought I could do it. I always say that I wouldn't do it. But like all things I promised not to do before, I did it.It was really unthinkable. I thought it would be very painful. It was weird and a bit uncomfortable. But it is something I have to get used to if I want to make him happy.It's not really that bad to get fucked in the butt. It was ok. There were sensations that I've never

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-21293419632458032162008-08-22T17:14:00.006+08:002008-10-04T20:31:01.359+08:00

That's what my gay brother called me...a swirly bitch!And so what if I had sexed with a lot of guys before? And yes yes yes yes...I am taking precautions...we don't want to have HIV or AIDS or what other sexually transmitted diseases out there...nor do I intend to get pregnant anytime soon...I am taking care of myself very well.Haven't wrote in this blog for a long time...1st because I forgot the

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-65168744384811152652007-10-10T09:08:00.003+08:002008-10-04T20:31:51.408+08:00

I was surprised last Saturday that I was not as horny as you are. After minutes of pumping and grinding I...we...find myself dry.I can't explain what happened.I was very attracted to you but I guess for me to really give myself...to really feel the urge...i need feelings. I feed in feelings. All I can see in your face is lust and emptiness.Well, the TV may as well take the blame in me loosing

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-3215980946072700992007-10-08T13:07:00.004+08:002008-10-04T20:32:02.793+08:00

Masakit ang muscles ng binti ko...parang exercise talaga ang sex. Kala ko di na tayo magkikita ulit buti na lang nangulit ka. Mega nag-eenjoy talaga ako sa pagsasama nating dalawa at naiintriga ako at na-cha-challenge sa ugali mo.Ok lang nga actually kahit di tayo madalas mag-usap o magkamustahan at ang madalas na napaguusapan nating dalawa pag tayo ay magkasama ay mga trivial things lang. Ok

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-20678247391209495682007-10-04T15:16:00.002+08:002008-10-04T20:32:15.644+08:00

Minsan ko nang sinabi na hindi ko na babalikan ang nakaraan ko. Na magpapakatino na ako at hindi na magiging impulsive sa aking mga kilos. Ngunit may mga pagkakataon na hinahanap ko na maambunan man lang kahit minsan.Isa sa mga dahilan kung bakit nangyari ang nakaraan...ang stage ng exploration ay dahil sa sakit mula sa unang pag-ibig. Una at tanging pag-ibig...hindi ang unang kasintahan.

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-62498168083042816712007-04-24T11:10:00.002+08:002008-10-04T20:32:33.436+08:00

Yoga creates harmony and balance not just within the body but within the person itself. It helps expel the toxins and the wastes through sweating and even farting in some occasions. No kidding, the twists and turns of the body can really make you fart and burp as I would have experienced and as what my yoga instructor would explain to us. Different positions can make you unload that

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-49656756044294634532007-03-23T18:39:00.003+08:002008-10-04T20:32:47.014+08:00

my friend asked me through text what would i say if my partner asked me how much i love him?my answer was:words are never enough to describe to you how much i love you. giving measure to it will just limit my extent of love for you because what i have for you is infinite. but for you to have an idea of what i am feeling, i would go to the moon (and beyond) and back for you.then, a while ago i

ariahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16595979753984713655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15992759.post-1171623190139524292007-02-06T18:52:00.002+08:002008-10-04T20:32:58.266+08:00

I was taking a shower the other day and as I feel the water coming down to my face and body I felt all alone. I felt a deep sense of sadness that I cannot express.I am just letting the water hit my head and crawl down from my body...as if in slow motion. Feeling every drop trickling down. Listening to the drops fall and the silence of the surroundings. All I can just let out was just a sigh. I

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I have a confession to make. I still look in to your profile from time to time just to check how you are. I cant help it. Its like a secret addiction. I know its been what? 3 years since we last talked/saw each other. There have been efforts to get in touch with you again but somehow I cant get through.You seem to be very happy and I am glad that you have found someone who can give you the

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in the past days i have been very sick. in the morning i would be ok but in the evening i would have a fever. this continued for 5 days. my mom was already thinking that i might have dengue or typhoid fever and she wanted to bring me to the hospital. i told her to just stay calm and let’s just observe the temperatures and if it shoots up again i’ll go to the hospital. i was also thinking of the

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last week we were discussing about existential therapy and interestingly enough i am having a dilemma that may have a connection with existentialism. in the past weeks, or should i say since i started taking my hormonal pills again i am feeling a little bit depressed. well, this may have been brought by my changes in my mood due to the medicines that i have been taking but aside from my sadness i

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two months ago, i decided to change my career to counseling or teaching and since then i still don’t have a job. i am slowly losing motivation in looking for a job in that field and so i tried applying to other jobs that may have use for my knowledge and skills. i really have no experience in counseling and teaching, except for my practicum during college and the training and exercises provided

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last week i had a talk with my former co-worker. i regard him as my friend really and not just a co-worker. we share stuff we don’t normally tell to other people. he’s my specimen for one of my requirements in one of my classes and our objective is to make a career development plan for him.when we’re done with the career counseling we made some updates on our lives. i was telling him that the

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i never thought that talking again in such a big class would terrify me. as in i’m trembling when i was speaking in front of the class…all eyes on me. this is not the first time that i was asked to speak in front of people; in fact, i joined numerous contests and had the opportunity to “sell” myself to other people. i don’t understand why? was it because i’ve been working in front of a computer

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